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Jan. 2nd, 2008 | 05:42 pm

Don't know where I am going or who I am anymore having a lot of things go up and down and I feel alone on most of them sure I have family but you know family can only do so much and friends and me seem to be distant and thats my fault but its not going to change either so I just take it this way. I keep a lot of things to myself I think I just need to figure things out and then go back to friends and family but right now I like being alone.

I am so upside down.

I don't know where to go or what to do anymore...... I feel like I can't talk to anyone like I don't have anyone and thats not true I know I have friends and family but I just feel like I can't talk to any one them.

I wish that stars where something that did let you wish on them and it came true life would be a lot better.

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Chrissy!

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from: bobcrazy123
date: Jan. 3rd, 2008 04:50 am (UTC)
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I know I can its not that I don't know that you are right there its just hard to talk to anyone I feel really distant from all my friends even my best ones like you. I just feel like I'm an outsider looking it and its some thing stupid to think but I am working through it you know. I don't know whats going on with me I just feel really crappy.

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Chrissy!

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from: bobcrazy123
date: Jan. 3rd, 2008 05:24 am (UTC)
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I know girl and for that I thank you so much. I am in a bad place and just feel alone it happens to us all I am just stuck and feel like crap.

I don't know I feel like I pushed away all the good people and now I am alone I guess I just want things the way they where and I am just realizing that I am never going to get it back and it just hurting.

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Chrissy!

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from: bobcrazy123
date: Jan. 3rd, 2008 05:41 am (UTC)
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yeah. Thanks girl.

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&cherry KING---marc

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from: cherry_king
date: Jan. 3rd, 2008 05:41 am (UTC)
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isn't it funny how even in a big world full of people you can still feel completely lonely?

being alone is pretty horrible. i'm sorry you're feeling that way. just know that i love you from all the way over here.

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Chrissy!

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from: bobcrazy123
date: Jan. 4th, 2008 07:51 pm (UTC)
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Thats exactly how I feel...you hit the nail right on the head. thank you.

I can feel the love and it helps me it really does I just think some things I have to figure out on my own for once but it might help me become a stronger person thats for sure. But thank you so much for the nice comment it did make me feel a lot better ^_^

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